You Are So Beautiful

You are so beautiful
You made me stop, I couldn’t even move the littlest bit
You came close to me and without even realizing, you had me
Without any trace

I want to confess at least once, these words that are hard for me to say
Love you, I love you, I can’t help but to just look at you
Even your littlest expresions
Keep meaning a lot to me and it’s shaking me up

You are so beautiful
You are making me so lonely
So that I can’t love anyone
You somehow became a painful word to me
Inside my heart

If you just give me just a glance I’d come running to you with something to say
Love you, I love you even though you try to hide me
Your one meaningless word
I smile and shed a tear and draw the word in my dream

You don’t know but I love you too
My painful heart is now painful enough to bury
You probably don’t know how long I’ve cherished my heart for you

These painful words
Love you, I love you, I can’t help but to just look at you
Even your littlest expresions
Keep meaning a lot to me and it’s shaking me up

Korean.

You are so beautiful

그대는 나를 멈추게 했죠 조금도 움직일 수 없게
그대는 다가와 어느새 나를 가져버렸죠
아무런 기척도 없이

한번쯤 고백하고 싶은데 나에겐 너무 어려운 말
사랑해 너를 사랑해 늘 바라 볼 수밖에 없는데
너의 작은 표정 하나까지도
큰 의미로 내게 다가와 자꾸 날 흔들죠

You are so beautiful 그대는 나를 외롭게 하죠
아무도 사랑할 수 없게
그대는 나에게 어느덧 아픈 단어가 됐죠
이렇게 나의 가슴에

조금만 나를 바라봐주면 달려가 네게 하고픈 말
사랑해 너를 사랑해 늘 숨기고 나 감추려 해도
너의 의미 없는 말 한 마디에
웃음짓고 눈물 흘리며 꿈에 그리는 말

그댄 모르죠 나도 그댈 사랑해
아픈 가슴조차 이젠 무뎌질만큼
오랫동안 그리며 간직해온 맘 그댄 알지 못하죠

너무 아픈 이말
사랑해 너를 사랑해 늘 바라볼 수밖에 없는데
너의 작은 표정 하나까지도 큰 의미로 내게 다가와

(Alex ft Jisun - Very Heartbreaking Word)

Happy B'day

생일 축하 합니다 생일 축하 합니다 …생일 축하 합니다 생일 축하 합니다 

Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum Geburtstag! Lita wish me all the best :D…

21yo and still like childish LOL

well i hope in the future i can more mature...

Wika

I want to say to my lovely cousin..

Happy B’day for you…only Pray i can give you now there is no b’day present only pray..

i hope you always smile over there…me in here in the different world with you always missing you 

Happy B’day…

PS: we have a plan to open our cafe remember :D 

Rainy Days

cause rainy day
그래서 한껏 울 수 있던 날
아무런 말 아무런 이유도 모른 채 널 보냈던 날
영원히 나의 기억 속에서 가장 슬픈 날이 된 그날

it’s rainy day
힘들게 이별을 말했던 날
가엾은 난 한없이 초라해져 눈물만 흘렸던 날
하늘도 나의 맘을 위로해 끝도 없이 울어준 그 날

이제 날 가게 하세요 여기서 멈춰서요
늘 난 그대의 곁자리를 서성 일 뿐
한번도 내 사랑임을 또 난 그대 것임을
느끼지 못한 날 원망했었죠

it’s rainy day
아무런 이유도 모른 채 널 보냈던 날
아픈 내 눈물도 비가 되어 네게 보이지 못한 그날

이제 난 보내야 해요 이쯤에서 끝내요
늘 난 그대의 곁자리를 서성 일뿐
영원히 내사람 아닌 절대 그럴 수 없는
나쁜 내 사랑을 버려야 하죠

이제 날 가게 하세요 여기서 멈춰서요
늘 난 그대의 곁자리를 서성일뿐
한번도 내 사랑임을 또 난 그대 것임을
느끼지 못한 날 욕했던 나죠

cause rainy day
So I could cry all day
The day I left you without any words nor reason
That day will forever remain the saddest day of my life

it’s rainy day
The day that I said my farewell
The day that all I did was cry
The day that the sky cried because it pitied me

Stop here, and please let me go now
I’ve always stayed next to you
I never felt that it was my love or that I was yours
so I blamed myself

it’s rainy day
the day that I sent you without any reasons
the day that nothing could be seen to you even if my painful tears turned to rain

stop here and please let me go now
I always stay next to you
I never felt that it was my love or that I was yours
so I cursed at myself

"러브홀릭 (Loveholic) - Rainy Days"

Later...

Someday i want my daughter being like these read and hold AL-QURAN and using a hijab...

Aurora

Aurora from Ulverstone Tasmania on 18 August 2003

Someday i will come to Alaska for Aurora :D 

Muslim Wedding Dress

Simple but beautiful >< 

Me

UAS incoming...geez tomorrow is the first final exam..
i'm not ready yet...and the final task still unfinished...
woot woot in trouble hosh..
Calculus too i dunno but i have these trouble with counting thing..
bloody hell i hate math i hate not so much

Novel "The Notebook"

Gosh i wanted this novel but in my country its really hard to find novel by Nicholas Sparks

just wanna share about the review... this Noah and Allie are truly love not Romeo and Juliet (i love william shakespeare too)

The Review :

A man with a faded, well-worn notebook open in his lap. A woman experiencing a morning ritual she doesn't understand. Until he begins to read to her. The Notebook is an achingly tender story about the enduring power of love, a story of miracles that will stay with you forever. 

Set amid the austere beauty of coastal North Carolina in 1946, The Notebook begins with the story of Noah Calhoun, a rural Southerner returned home from World War II. Noah, thirty-one, is restoring a plantation home to its former glory, and he is haunted by images of the beautiful girl he met fourteen years earlier, a girl he loved like no other. Unable to find her, yet unwilling to forget the summer they spent together, Noah is content to live with only memories...until she unexpectedly returns to his town to see him once again. 

Allie Nelson, twenty-nine, is now engaged to another man, but realizes that the original passion she felt for Noah has not dimmed with the passage of time. Still, the obstacles that once ended their previous relationship remain, and the gulf between their worlds is too vast to ignore. With her impending marriage only weeks away, Allie is forced to confront her hopes and dreams for the future, a future that only she can shape. 

Like a puzzle within a puzzle, the story of Noah and Allie is just the beginning. As it unfolds, their tale miraculously becomes something different, with much higher stakes. The result is a deeply moving portrait of love itself, the tender moments and the fundamental changes that affect us all. Shining with a beauty that is rarely found in current literature, The Notebook establishes Nicholas Sparks as a classic storyteller with a unique insight into the only emotion that really matters. 

"I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough." 

And so begins one of the most poignant and compelling love stories you will ever read...The Notebook

These beautiful Aurora...

I really want to see those aurora even its just one more time..

Read Read

You must read these book..

hell yeah i'm tryin' to finished Mocking Jay but my sense to read still not back yet...

but i love these book so much..jeez another fiction novel beside Harry Potter 

Oww My Gawd

Old

Chris Evans is that you??XDDD

gosh starting to campare old you with now you its so jeez 

east look at ur man...

Now 

I LIKE BOTH..LOL

Hhehheee pengen ngepost resep rainbow cupcake yang kemaren gw bikin :D 

~Resep CupCake Rainbow~

Bahan Kering:

225 g Tepung Terigu (ayak)

2 sdm susu bubuk (ayak)

150 g gula halus

3 sdm maizena

½ sdm baking powder

Bahan Lain:

125 g butter unsalted (room temperature)

100 g margarine

4 butir telur

2 sdt vanilla ekstrak

Pewarna makanan: Merah, Oranye (Merah+Kuning), Kuning, Hijau, Biru, Ungu.

Bahan Cair:

3 sdm susu cair

Cara Membuatnya:

Pre-heat oven 180oC, dan siapkan loyang satuan biasanya dipakai untuk ngukus bolu, 

olesi minyak sayur dan letakkan paper cupcake di dalamnya.

Siapkan bahan kering dan bahan cair, sisihkan.

Kocok butter, margarine dan gula halus hingga warna pucat dan lembut (sekitar 10 menit).

Tambahkan telur satu-persatu, kocok lagi hingga merata.

Masukkan vanilla ekstrak, aduk kembali.

Masukkan bahan kering dan bahan cair bergantian, 

selang-seling ke dalam adonan sambil dikocok hingga seluruh adonan tercampur rata.

Bagi adonan ke dalam 6 wadah terpisah

Tambahkan pewarna makanan ke masing-masing adonan sesuai warna yang diinginkan

Tuang adonan ke dalam cetakan dengan adonan warna ungu paling bawah, disusul biru-hijau-kuning-oranye dan merah di lapisan paling atas.

Panggang di dalam oven dengan suhu 180oC selama kurang lebih 20-25 menit, 

atau hingga tusuk gigi bersih ketika ditusukkan ke tengah cupcake.

Keluarkan cupcake lalu dinginkan di cupcake tray sebelum diberi frosting.

Me again

Pengen Baguette...ngidam to the choikang ini :(

Devil May Cry

Beginilah kalo orang Ganteng dan hawt lagi berantem Nero vs Dante ROFL...
gosh Nero why so handsome and Dante i'm yours LOL...

Nero

Dante <3 

Vergil what are u doing in here???

Cupcake Chocolate

for you who have this pic of chocolate cupcakes i borrow your pic hheee...
kemaren-kemaren bikin chocolate cupcakes dan samaaaa banget kayak yang diatas tapi gak tau dech sama apa gak rasanya...
forever cupcakes and cupcakes and fat -_-"

Me time

pengen lagi pengen yoghurt...
nie yoghurt yang 1 liter aja cuman 2 hari doank...
gak cukup :(

Rainbow Cupcakes

Jiaaaah sukses juga buat Rainbow Cupcakes...hahahaa bikinnya pake kesabaran terus ngukur biar adonannya pas juga u,u..

walaupun yang dibawah itu birunya kecampur ama hijau tapi enak donk xD

yang diatas itu buat yang kedua kalinya dan sukses warna birunya gak kecampur :D

gw tambahin frosting cokelat buatan sendiri juga tapi gak sempet diphoto soalnya keburu dimakan ma ponakan hheee....

Keep Tryin' and show your best :D 

Jilbab Itu

” Kenapa sekarang pake jilbab ? “

Jujur itu adalah pertanyaan tersulit yang harus dijawab sebenarnya. 

Kenapa harus ditanya lagi , berhijab itu wajib hukumnya untuk perempuan islam atau muslimah. Jadi sebenarnya tidak ada alasan untuk seorang perempuan yang beragama islam untuk tidak berhijab atau di Indonesia sering disebut jilbab.

Banyak sekali alasan perempuan - perempuan tidak mengenakan jilbab, kebanyakan dari teman saya juga, mulai dari belom siap sampai beralasan yang penting hatinya dijilbab-in dulu.

Untuk alasan kedua di atas itu sangat klise menurut saya. Sedangkan alasan tidak siap lebih baik kita lebih membaca al quran dan hadist. Kewajiban utama seorang muslimah adalah menutup auratnya, itu hukumnya wajib tidak menunggu kesiapan dari kita sendiri.

Contohnya ibadah lain yang hukumnya wajib pula, shalat 5 waktu. Ketika kita sudah baligh maka wajib hukumnya kita melaksanakan shalat 5 waktu. Apakah kita akan melaksanakan shalat menunggu kita siap, kapan kita siapnya kalau tidak dilakukan dari sekarang.

Berhijab itu bukan semata-mata sebagai kewajiban yang harus dilaksanakan. Banyak hal positif yang bisa kita ambil apabila memang kita menggunakan hijab itu dengan benar. Mungkin saya termasuk golongan yang belum menggunakan hijab dengan benar secara total, tapi ayolah kita bisa learning by doing kan. 

Mungkin topik ini terlalu sensitif, karena memang Indonesia bukan negara Islam yang mengharuskan semua perempuan Islam menggunakan hijab. 

Mulailah dari diri kita sendiri, tau hakekat sebenarnya seorang perempuan Islam itu.

I Got this from my cousin blog "Almarhumah Wika Yulianita Savitri" Honestly i still don't believe it you are gone...

Me

First posting on 6th June 2012
well i dunno how many blog i have..
well this one should be the last of my blog i think...
i think..